Are you ready to unlock the secrets to sensual
joy & intimacy?
Welcome to the All-new
Behind Closed Doors
Membership
your sanctuary for sensual self-discovery
Discover a transformative virtual sanctuary exclusively designed for female-bodied individuals and vulva-havers. This isn't just a membership - it's a guided journey to:
◇ Unlock deep, sustainable joy & pleasure
◇ Learn practical, life-changing techniques
◇ Heal past sexual narratives
◇ Build radical self-love and confidence
◇ Connect authentically with your sensual self
This membership provides a safe and supportive environment for you to dive deep into your intimate journey, guided by evidence based methodologies & transformative practices.
Getting to know yourself is the quickest way to unlocking deeper states of pleasure & joy!
This membership is not serendipitous - it is intentional.
The investment is $25/month or $175 for the year
No contract, cancel anytime - come & explore!
Here is what you will receive inside of the membership:
Monthly
Membership Perks
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Every Sunday, you'll receive bite-sized, provocative exercises, intentional practices to expand your sensual awareness, playful challenges that gently push your comfort zones and tools to integrate sensuality into your everyday life.
This is intended to help you learn what really turns you on and to help you communicate better!
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Each month, we’ll gather live via Zoom for a transformative workshop. These workshops are your your personalized portal to sensual transformation.
Each month, we dive deep into a carefully curated topic designed to expand your understanding of pleasure, heal old narratives, and reconnect you with your most authentic sensual self.
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Guided breathwork sessions that do more than just relax you - they liberate you. In our Breathwork sessions you can release decades of stored anxiety and tension. Your breath can help you move energetic blockages and transform suppressed emotions into pure, expansive pleasure.
After my first ever Breathwork session - I unlocked a new level of pleasure & joy - I want you to have that!
Sensual
Resource Library
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Imagine having a sacred space where your deepest sensual explorations are not just welcomed - they're celebrated.
The Sensual Vault is your personal sanctuary of transformation, carefully curated to guide you through every layer of your sensual awakening. This section is full of workshops, guided meditations, exercises and tapping videos!
Enjoy a sneak peek into what awaits you when you sign up:
◇ Embodied Self-Love Workshop: Heal and celebrate your entire being
◇ Embracing Sensual Confidence Workshop: Move beyond past limitations
◇ Sensual Somatic Movement Workshop: Reconnect with your body's innate wisdomTransformative Guided Meditations like:
◇ Embrace Your Voice Meditation: Unleash your most powerful, authentic expression
◇ Releasing Shame Meditation: Dissolve old narratives holding you back
◇ Tapping Meditations: Explore pleasure pathways and expand confidenceThese workshops & meditations were designed to expand your mind so you can feel more pleasure now!
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Imagine starting your sensual journey from zero - not as a limitation, but as your ultimate power. The Start from Scratch Program is meticulously designed for those who feel disconnected from their body, have experienced sexual trauma, struggle with shame or negative sexual narratives and for those who are ready to rewrite their entire sensual story.
This 5 part program is your guide to rediscovering your 5 senses and using them in new, exciting ways. You’ll learn how to start feeling more pleasure today - no matter where you’re starting from.
This program was designed because I know you aren’t utilizing your senses correctly to truly expand your orgasmic pleasure so dive deep on this course that is only offered within this membership.
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To help you get started on your sensual journey, I’ve created a foundational version of how I work with clients 1:1. This portal includes exercises and information designed for those who want a taste of The Sensual Method process through a DIY approach.
Each step will have a video accompanied by practical exercises that you can begin to incorporate into your daily life so you can begin to feel more connected to yourself.
This is the perfect way to dip your toe into what it could feel like to be held as you endeavor deeper into your sensuality, sexuality and beyond!
This Membership is your guided journey to sensual empowerment - where transformation isn't just promised, it's meticulously crafted.
who is the membership for?
The Behind Closed Doors Membership
is for vulva-havers who need a safe space to explore their sensual pleasure.
◇ Do you often find it challenging to discuss your sexuality and intimacy openly?
◇ Does your mind stop you from being able to be present and to feel pleasure?
◇ Are you looking for help to reconnect to your pleasure, joy and sensuality?
Look no further - this membership is dedicated to the topics that we often only have behind closed doors. I guide you through methods that transformed my pleasure and I can’t wait to watch you blossom!
Invest in Yourself for Less Than a Daily Coffee for Unlimited Sensual Empowerment
Monthly
Flexible exploration
$25
/mo
Receive instant access to all the meditations and workshops so you can embark on your sensual journey to more joy & pleasure!
This is a monthly investment -
Cancel anytime with dignity and respect.
want to go all in?
Join annually & save!
$175
Enjoy everything that the monthly offer includes but enjoy FIVE months free!
- Value: $300-
FAQs
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Welcome my dear - I have been exactly where you are. It can feel petrifying to take this leap of faith but I promise you - I'm in this with you!
In the community you have access to message me anytime. I am here to be as helpful as possible as you endeavor deeper into understanding yourself and your relationship with your sensuality & sexuality.
I tell my clients to do it scared - I've got your back. ◡̈
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Yes.
This membership is designed for people who identify as female and those who are vulva-havers. I chose this to create a space where these souls can be completely open and vulnerable.
If you are a male bodied individual and you want to explore your sensuality - kindly email me at breathe@sarasil.com.
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I sure hope not! Everything inside of the membership is designed with great care and concern to help you feel supported as you journey into your relationship with your sensuality and sexuality.
If you feel lost at any moment - all you have to do is message me and I'll be there to help!
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Nope - you can come for one month and leave if you want! I sincerely hope that you stick around longer than that but I always support your decisions!
You are able to cancel anytime and rejoin if you need additional support in the future!
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Each month there is a new live workshop that is always recorded and placed inside the Sensual Vault.
Currently, there are 8 dynamic workshops ready for you to explore upon signing up!
Untamed & Grounded Workshop - In this workshop, we dive deep into the Root Chakra & the Archetype of Lilith. Through Somatic Movement, Breathwork, visualization, and guided reflection, you’ll connect to the untamed essence within you, allowing yourself to take up space, speak your truth, and move from a place of deep-rooted strength.
Embodied Self-Love Workshop - In this workshop, we’ll explore what it truly means to embody self-love through intentional movement, Breathwork, Tapping & self-inquiry. Together, we’ll create space to release self-judgment, reconnect with our bodies, and cultivate a more loving, accepting relationship with ourselves.
Grounded & Glowing Workshop - This workshop was dedicated to kicking 2025 off on the right foot. Feeling grounded and connected to your sensual essence and joy.
Embracing Sensual Confidence Workshop - this transformative workshop designed to help you reconnect with your inner power, joy, and sensuality. Through gentle body movement, breathwork and mantra practices, this session guides you in releasing old insecurities and stepping into a deeper, more confident relationship with yourself.
Breathgasm Workshop - this is a 90min workshop co-hosted with Kiki Maree where we dive into the sensual side of breathing and the importance of your breath as it pertains to feeling pleasure.
Sensual Somatic Movement - this is a 60min workshop dedicated to the slow down medicine for your mind and body. Our bodies store a lot of emotion and we need to move it to open ourselves up to feeling more pleasure.
Cyclical Living Workshop - this 60min workshop is dedicated to helping you live in rhythm with your cycle. This workshop is full of helpful and practical advice to start listening to your body so you can feel more regulated and supported.
Conscious Kink Workshop - this is a 75min workshop co-hosted with Kiki Maree designed to gracefully walk you to exploring the Kink world. This workshop is for beginners to see what tantalize your senses.
Perhaps you’re not ready to sign up yet -
come dip your toes in!
If you’re like me and you struggle with commitment - I totally understand!
Enjoy a teaser of the Behind Closed Doors Membership and come explore a bite sized version where I share about nervous system regulation techniques, writings that I can’t share on Instagram without getting banned, sex toy reviews, mini webinars on sexuality and you’ll even gain access to The Mini Sensual Method Process.